bored and observing

I'm sitting in my placement "observing" and it is hilarious. I hate observing cause I notice all the things that my AT doesn't notice. and I just let it continue because I don't want to help!
So I get my evaluation from my FA tomorrow; a little nervous about it; but it is ok!
My AT has talked about boobs, alcohol, and murder in like 5 minutes, without any sort of expression of emotion. I totally cannot do that. (Law class)

I get to teach about defences for my FA tomorrow; its going to be about intoxication, mental states, automatism specifically. I really hope it goes well! (NERVES!)

I asked my students to not brig cell phones to the class; cause I WILL COLLECT THEM! EEK! TAKING A STAND!
I'm the sort of teacher who the students love cause I am pretty lenient; but it seems like other teachers don't like it.

I was totally fine about being evaluated tomorrow until this morning; I have the lesson done and what not; I am just nervous as all hell!

breathe breathe breathe breathe breathe breathe breathe breathe breathe

I will be ok.

I'm just a freak- with a bit of anxiety; where is my puffer?

I LOVE THESE KIDS; THESE KIDS LOVE ME- nothing to worry about... EEEE GAHHHD


ok; on a better note; I get to teach the Manhattan project today- fun? Looking at the atomic bomb and such. And it is awesome; because we are watching a movie and they have questions (that they submit to me at the end of class) and have homework; not much me teaching MWAHAHAH

me= evil

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...... And this is why I hate observing